I'M A HAPPY IDIOT.
PROLOGUE
RACHEL LONG
16Oct
Love me for who i am.
I dont change for people.
Friends are those that are really by your side when you needed them.
Heal me, but not hurt me.
And i love my Family&&Friends
And pls kindly rmb to tag :)
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Give it to me god(;
I wan everyone to be healthy.I wan laptop.
I wan money.
I wan a touchscreen phone.
I wan world peace.
I wan BEAR to be happy LOL.
I wan AHGUA to be happy too LOL.
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Monday, August 03, 2009, 7:22 PM
My bloody face, and whr the hell is panda looking at? -.-
LOL, smile!
Yea, im back to blogging agn. -.- Recently quite lazy to update le.
* Finish my DNT artefact! :D
* Chinese N' level Oral done! (think can pass :D )
* Cut my fringe.
* Concentrating on DNT folio now, hope it can be done before 11 Aug.
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School was alright today. Forget to bring my bloody folio to school, heng some off the DNT humans didnt bring too. (: And i realise that Ms Goh was good at teaching maths uh. i really could understand what she's talking abt. Recess went to eat, cos i'm going for oral later, so no choice, my bitches got to go eat with me, tmd the wind bloody strong de can? I keep eating my hair man. -.- During history uh Joey told me some of her things, and i really dunno how to help her, useless me D; Sorry my dear bitch =( DNT lesson, i only went for DNT for abt 25mins then im off to prepare for my oral. But bad news was STAR program for DNT students would all be chnage to DNT till friday, sian! But then nvm, i'm gonna chiong my folio now! After oral went to library for the test or wad de. then 5 release from class then i suddenly feel stress now like so many things to study -.-
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Meet dear after his church at outram park mrt. He was late! :D then headed to vivo after that. Actually we wanted to watch overheard, but the seats left was too infront then we dun wan. So, in the end we watched Fighting. Then after that we went to pasta mania for lunch. Boring show man can slp lo, really only the fighting part nice nia, the rest all like bullshit. __ After the show we went to toys' rus? then keep taking photo like idiots -.- Keep playing arnd at thr, i think spend at least half an hour thr man, immature kids like him cant blame, LOL. Then after that buy drinks and then went out of vivo then sit thr and talk lo, then take photo agn -.- And is like taking photo like madman! After that, arnd 8plus went home. (=
Meet dear after his church at outram park mrt. He was late! :D then headed to vivo after that. Actually we wanted to watch overheard, but the seats left was too infront then we dun wan. So, in the end we watched Fighting. Then after that we went to pasta mania for lunch. Boring show man can slp lo, really only the fighting part nice nia, the rest all like bullshit. __ After the show we went to toys' rus? then keep taking photo like idiots -.- Keep playing arnd at thr, i think spend at least half an hour thr man, immature kids like him cant blame, LOL. Then after that buy drinks and then went out of vivo then sit thr and talk lo, then take photo agn -.- And is like taking photo like madman! After that, arnd 8plus went home. (=
Well well well, i got nth to much to say alr.
Monday, July 27, 2009, 9:07 PM
Okay,here to update for the sake of myself, but main reason is for DYLAN WONG.
UPDATED! :D
Friday, July 17, 2009, 9:53 PM
Finally, i'm back to school agn. Feeling damn good back in school. Most importantly, i'm finishing my DNT artefact! Yayyyy, i'm left with folio only, and mama is going to change my phone plan to unlimited sms lol. N' lvl oral was on wed, was damn paiseh man, thr were two teachers inside tmd sibei nervous, hope can pass lo, everyone bless me thanks.oday school was normal. i think i love going to school now. Dnt last piece to paste only then teacher all nvr come -.- After school , then prepare awhile amanda came to my hse and wait for me cos im not ready yet. Then after that went to plaza sing with panda and meet dear and justin thr. Today was suay -.- everything din go according to plan as the time we checked was wrong. Then it's like damn funny de we went to catch bearbear then keep catch bu dao LOL. Then we ask the guy that work thr to teach us after a long time finally mo and we got the trick of catching it. Ahhhhh i'm falling sick, fever and sore throat. Wth everyone are falling sick, drink more water and take good care people ~
tmr meeting dear in the morning for breakfast and study. (;
Nights ppl im got damn tired nowwwwwwwwwwww D;
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Sunday, July 12, 2009, 4:13 PM
Ohmygod. I'm finally back. Recently alot of things happen. =( 2 more months to go.. i hope i can make it. Sigh sigh. I shall promise myself not to make my mom , my sis to worry for me anymore. Seriously, i dunno what to update.I'm forgetting everything, i forgot my blogger login ID and pw -.- took me quite a long time to figure it out.
Saturday, June 27, 2009, 10:35 PM
Okayy, today chatted awhile with you, still the same uh wan single. And i found out that i really know you very well. As im able to perdict what you're going to say next.
TWL, i'll be waiting for you, no matter how long its gonna take. ((;
Thanks ah gua for everything. (;
Friday, June 26, 2009, 10:53 PM
Sighhhh, tmd school holidays ending soon sad. D; Meet eileen jus now and went to northpoint shop awhile nia then went library slack awhile. She kana very auntie lo busy copying the dunno wad into her hp LOL. Then went down to take bus to bt panjang then took 180 to boonlay agn. Then went to her hse awhile cos she wanna show me her new dress. Then went to lan after that play 2hrs, time past so slow la. We like nth to do after 1hr plus. Then we go to alot of quiz from the net. Lol, super lame can -.- After that go her hse agn ate dinner thr. Then she send me to the bus stop and home sweet home. ((;
On the way home today, i was wondering what if i were to die. Would anyone cry for me?
Thursday, June 25, 2009, 6:17 PM
Give yourself some time to think about it.If the feelings are true feelings, theres no way for you to run away from this r/s. And if they were lost because one of us was immature. Is it worth it? ask yourself. It was all because of fear. I know you well TWL, i can tell and i can see how you feel now. You are just afraid of that you cant treat me well isnt it? And maybe some other problems too? If your willing to sit down and talk about it everything can be solved. You just dun wanna tell anyone how you feel. And keep saying that single is really what you wanted. Till now i still dun believe that, you dun even tell your friends how you feel. Keeping everything to yourself you think you will be better? I believe that after the break up till now you had never think about it right, cause you dont even know how to face it right? I know feelings do fade away. As long as your going to give it a try, nothing is impossible. I believe that is fear that is stopping you. Why can't you just give yourself or both of us one more chance? The decision i had make now i will not regret. Cause im following my heart and doing the things that i wanna do. But are you following your heart too? Give yourself some time to think about it, almost 1year feelings cant be that easily forgotten. Wake up now and think about it. After the break up i can see some changes in you, your temper and the way you talked. This was not the real you isnt it?
I know now even you have read this by chance or what you would still choose to ignore me right?
Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 11:24 PM
就算只是朋友的距离, 把我全部的爱留给你It's not as easy as what i thought. I tried before but it still doesnt work. Sighh, i think i shall continue to wait. Friends also told me to follow my heart. I think that i'll be happier to do things thats i wanna do. I'm god damn bloody sad now, mum is still acting infront of me. She told me that she would be bringing another man up to fix my bed on sunday. Wtf? Actually was meeting ping and jl then go amk de. Then mum suddenly called and say that uncle will be coming up to take the tv. Tmd damn angry prepare ok le then last min say this, cant go out dulan zz. I only can say that i'm damn suay lo, no more smooth path for me.
Fuck everything.
2:09 AM
At that moment, just that moment is enough. Sorry, i dun think i can give up anymore.
The feeling is back agn.
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