I'M A HAPPY IDIOT.
PROLOGUE
RACHEL LONG
16Oct
Love me for who i am.
I dont change for people.
Friends are those that are really by your side when you needed them.
Heal me, but not hurt me.
And i love my Family&&Friends
And pls kindly rmb to tag :)
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Give it to me god(;
I wan everyone to be healthy.I wan laptop.
I wan money.
I wan a touchscreen phone.
I wan world peace.
I wan BEAR to be happy LOL.
I wan AHGUA to be happy too LOL.
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 11:42 PM
It really hurts to see your loved ones behaving this way.What's happening? Why must everything happen to me all at one go? I really cant afford to take any blow anymore. Me myself my own BG r/s, my mum and step father r/s, my friends.. I really dont know what to do now. I dont know how long im able to face everything from now on. Even god seems to be looking down on me. All the bad lucks falls on me., darkness are all ahead of me. I'm feeling damn sad now seriously. Seeing my mum like this acting as if nth happen i really dont know what she's thinking about. Everything also dont want tell me keep asking me to go away and avoiding me. Makes me even more worried for her. I really dont know what the fuck im going through now, i really feel damn sad now. i feel that i got no will to live on anymore. I'm breaking down. Nothing i do could change anything. I'm useless, im nothing, im just a person with nothing left. I felt so helpless now.